Fallen one

There is nothing much I can elaborate on...
I'm neither Angry, disappointed nor upset.
I'm just in a dilemma and worried.

Sometimes I'm just thinking why do I compromise ?
I guess we are indeed in a different world though.
you can compromise for someone who is not close.
reason being because you don't want to disappoint people who are not close to you.
and I will always try to compromise for someone who is close.
reason being because I don't want to have any conflicts to someone close.
When You say something, I listen and remember everything.
But when I say something, It seems like I have to repeat and repeat and repeat.
Sometimes I wonder whether are you listening or are you someone with short term memory.
Or maybe I'm just wasting my effort and breath.
Am I in the wrong side or Are you in the wrong side ?
Or am I too narrow minded ?
It is for me to ponder on.

I will still be there when adversities hit on you.


There is always things for you to worry.
But why bother worrying on things that you can't do, when there are things bigger to worry about ?